First I have to say I will not be posting all my 365 to my blog. I am mainly doing it on Flickr
Today I have words and two photos to help express my words.
With the cold weather approaching, white crap predicted for Monday, I am freaking out. Like, really freaking out. My plan is to embrace the change. I plan to cuddle up under a blanket with some coffee and watch the season change from bearable to ass freaking miserable. I am going back and forth, it's a daily struggle in my head, with it being what was meant to be and this sucks. There are so many pros and cons that they cancel each other out. I have so much to be thankful for that I feel guilty when I start to feel down or start to miss the city and the warm sunshine. And it's only fall. I think I'll need lots of prayer and liquor to get me through this winter. For those that don't know me, I don't pray. So that says something, that says I am going to have to lean on my friend that lives two blocks away and hates winter as much as I do. I see a weight gain and hermit status happening. At the same time I see me fully enjoying watching my kids play in the snow, watching them experience real seasons for the first time. Again, pros and cons canceling each other out.
Today I have words and two photos to help express my words.
With the cold weather approaching, white crap predicted for Monday, I am freaking out. Like, really freaking out. My plan is to embrace the change. I plan to cuddle up under a blanket with some coffee and watch the season change from bearable to ass freaking miserable. I am going back and forth, it's a daily struggle in my head, with it being what was meant to be and this sucks. There are so many pros and cons that they cancel each other out. I have so much to be thankful for that I feel guilty when I start to feel down or start to miss the city and the warm sunshine. And it's only fall. I think I'll need lots of prayer and liquor to get me through this winter. For those that don't know me, I don't pray. So that says something, that says I am going to have to lean on my friend that lives two blocks away and hates winter as much as I do. I see a weight gain and hermit status happening. At the same time I see me fully enjoying watching my kids play in the snow, watching them experience real seasons for the first time. Again, pros and cons canceling each other out.
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